Because I was an asshole and posted one from a preview I’d already posted. Le sigh.

Garrett likened counseling to chemo therapy—that there would be times where I’d feel more upset coming out than going in, and that I’d question the value of a solution seemingly more bothersome than the problem it solved. I didn’t know what I wanted, and I really couldn’t think beyond the next couple of minutes.

It didn’t help that each and every time I closed my eyes over the past three months, I heard Bella’s voice– “The sex was amazing, but love? I’m not capable of love, Edward. I thought you knew that.”

The only difference since the bris was that her voice was now followed by father’s telling me I was breaking my mother’s heart.

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  1. on 09 Feb 2010 at 3:43 pmPenny

    Thanks for the extra teaser..
    Edward in therapy….I was wondering if your going to still post the story on FF and Twilighted or will it be on your blog?

    If it is just the blog how do you get an alert when you update..

    Sorry new to all this stuff..
    Thanks,
    Penny
    PLV-Twilighted forums.

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    sleepyvalentina reply:

    I'm new to this too, and still trying to figure it out. There is a way you can subscribe; I'm not sure how it works. I was going to investigate that once I send Chapter 29 of Counterpoint to Kirsten. At this time, I'm planning to continue posting Counterpoint on FFN and Twilighted, though the latter has its own issues. I don't want to speak disparagingly of Twilighted as I know the betas are volunteer and work quite hard, but it can take several days for a chapter to be validated. This creates quite a backlog for someone who updates as much as I do.

    I expect that it's just a matter of time before FFN asks me to pull or edit the content, in which case the unedited versions will remain here.

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  2. on 09 Feb 2010 at 5:47 pmmycrookedsmile

    you can subscribe via rss- if you use google reader, bloglines, or any similar service. Just click that little orange button. Oh! and I see that you can also get it to email posts to you- click the orange button under the post and there's all kinds of options.

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  3. on 09 Feb 2010 at 7:36 pmEskimokiss

    Thank you for the second teaser! Well done on the website it looks really good :-)

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  4. on 09 Feb 2010 at 10:09 pmErin

    I just found your story the other day. Just wanted to say i love it. I have a feed burner on my blog that sends emails to anyone that subscribes when you update your site. Here is the link. It may help you. https://www.google.com/accounts/ServiceLogin?cont… please let me know if you need any help with it.

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  5. on 09 Feb 2010 at 10:09 pmErin

    I just found your story the other day. Just wanted to say i love it. I have a feed burner on my blog that sends emails to anyone that subscribes when you update your site. Here is the link. It may help you. https://www.google.com/accounts/ServiceLogin?cont… please let me know if you need any help with it.

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